
I am at my parents' house. I love them dearly, but every time I come I am reminded why I find the place "uninhabitable" — once the TV is on, it takes over the entire (open plan) space, and the only sanctuary of sanity is a bedroom. Even then, there are all the intrusive jingles of TV quiz shows.
Hang in there Martin Geddes. Pray and use earbuds that are comfortable. Main thing is dont let make you bitter. Bitter is like a weed in the soul, it will take over.
Much love and You can do this.
You are there for a reason.