I have a very hard time going to funerals, ever since my little boy passed away. Just cannot get through one anymore. The funeral home where my friend Ruby is, has very little parking, and she had a huge family. I plan to go to the visitation this evening, but won't be attending the funeral. I can't walk a mile from where I'll have to park to the funeral home. I don't normally drive after dark due to glaucoma, but this is important. I'll leave early and won't stay long to avoid too much darkness. Pray for me. I've taken this death very hard.