Even my brother who has been quietly reassuring me, it'll be ok Nat, timings, Q posts, & I'm going nowhere, with each year comes & goes everyone gets new poisons each winter this is a real piss take. I'd heard there was a real Patriotic army in America also loosing their minds over the craziness going on, hence the Red Hats, how long are we expected 2 just wait & watch the show. Whilst here in the UK we watch the boats being welcomed in, men carolled in2 hotels, nursing homes free lodge & boardings whilst we the natives are on our knees going without 2 keep the house warm, I had a prawn salad 4 my Christmas dinner so I didn't have 2 put the oven on. Whilst the migrants make fun that we are paying 4 everything & attack our girls & women. What are we meant 2 be learning from the 'Show', the 'Movie', cause I have given back 2 the people around me all my life & all I've got is used & abused. & still my parents attack me about my choices on the poisons, when is enough, ENOUGH.