Oera Linda | Fyodor Dostoevsky | Lao Tse | Mehran Keshe | Q
Lithuanian-Israeli officer who served in Gaza ended his life and wrote on Facebook before doing so:
“October 7, the date that ruined my life and destroyed everything I was.
I can’t anymore, I am ruin and devastation… I did things that cannot be forgiven, and I can’t live with it anymore. No one understands me anyway.
There is a demon inside me that has been chasing me since 7.10. Please forget me and remember the Thomas who was an officer and a sniper commander.
That Thomas died on the 7th; I am only a soul searching for peace. For two years now I haven’t been able to live with myself.”
Rip brother,
Sorry you couldn't push through that pain...
War is literally Hell, or as close as you can get to it! You do things you normally wouldn't because of survival. Taking their lives to protect your life and the lives of brothers around you. You thought to deeply into the others lives...
It's the extreme ups and downs, it's the remembering , reliving, the fear!
If someone says they aren't scared or weren't afraid they are lying...
I'm sure you got a glorious reception in Valhalla
