I feel you My friend, my wife's birthday was the 18th and my mother's is today. Both are deceased. My wife will be gone 3 years in October my mother in 2000. But good God ...
We move through this world like a pin ball. Sometimes we think we've hit the jackpot up and until to we find ourselves behind the trigger arm again.
This shizel right here is the hardest BS I have ever dealt with all the while explaining to everyone that I'm fine.
You have my deepest condolences 💕 🙏