I've lost all hope that things will improve in my lifetime. It just isn't going to happen. This is it for me. I will continue to struggle till I die. I'm so tired. I had hopes for this President. He is just like all the others. The peons aren't important to him. Everything and everyone else is. I'm tired of waking up in tears everyday and realizing nothing is going to get better in this life. I will continue to live in this dump and struggle each month to survive. I have helped so many people when I didn't have it myself. That's just my nature. I hate to see people struggle. I've had to fight since I was a baby. It isn't fair. I never felt love growing up. I was ABUSED. By both parents. After 4 failed marriages I chose to just stay alone. Everyone mistreats me. I don't have the energy anymore. Two of my kids are on drugs, thanks to a bad choice in a husband I made. I never see my children, haven't in many years. They all live so far away. I don't know my grandchildren. Pray for me.