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So will I ever be able to connect to my spiritual side since my mom had me vaccinated until I was 18 and then Ive had the flu shot every year since then?
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You simply asking this question is an answer. You are connected. Spirit is stronger than anything physical. And prayer is your most powerful weapon.
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I sometimes feel like I'm not doing something right though. I keep hearing that you have to find yourself and know what your purpose is and I'm not sure how to do that. I've always believed in the Lord but only a couple months ago actually included him in my life. I feel something but not sure what. I believe it was Kim Clements that said figure out the gift God gave you and use it. Whether it's dreams or whatever. (Not quoting) I'm scared that I don't know how to do that.