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I am in a very frustrated space today.
After I made some big decisions with my life in the past year, after burning out applying for jobs, both in person and remotely, I said I have to do SOMETHING different.
So I did.
This included furthering my education and finding funds to help with that along with other unmet needs.
I realized prior to this decision that the people I thought were my friends and family were not going to be of any help so I went out into the system.
The toxic as hell overburdened system.
Why I expected something better - different - I don't know. I've received the same. type. of. dismissal.
Three months ago I began that journey and let me tell you - the stories I could tell - and have told.
Three months later I am no closer to achieving my goals.
Break free of the illusion. We are Light! π Time to soar! πΆβ€π« Pro: men & women with souls. Unity & peace among us.
Mama, Wife & Truther who wants to go Home to Real Space. Love my family & freedom. I am old(er) and have no patience for deception. MPL=10.
thank you - I receive!
Love my country and my fellow Patriots. LOVE MY PRESIDENT. BRING THE PAIN SIR!!!!!! I DO NOT RESPOND TO DM!!!!
Keep plugging! Remember they can't stop you!
Mama, Wife & Truther who wants to go Home to Real Space. Love my family & freedom. I am old(er) and have no patience for deception. MPL=10.
I don't know what reality you're living in but they absolutely can stop me from doing the things that I need to do. Did you not read what I wrote? No one has my back I've got one person in my life that care is whether I am here or not and that is my daughter. I have no one checking in and asking me how I am. I feel unseen unheard uncared for and unloved and I am giving that to myself to the best of my ability. I have dedicated years to this Awakening and I feel more lonely than I ever have in my entire life. If you're a big account you get all the love.
Mama, Wife & Truther who wants to go Home to Real Space. Love my family & freedom. I am old(er) and have no patience for deception. MPL=10.
Today I was supposed to have a phone assessment to get on a program that would help fund furthering my education among other things.
It took almost 3 f'ing months to get that phone appointment.
THE WOMAN NEVER CALLED.
I have this to say now - succinctly and in full truth:
If you see someone in need - especially someone who is an awakened soul/patriot - ASK WHAT THEY NEED.
Don't put them out in that shit pit we call "the system".
The more AWAKE you are - the more you are NOT SEEN out there.
People - friends - if I had more support for the work I already do and share here EVERY DAY (which are on my profile page) - I would be in a better situation.
I'm tired of big ass accounts getting all of the attention while we smaller ones struggle to get a few positive vibes and some love.
It's like needing a full course meal and getting a plate of vegetables.
That's all for now. More later as I have a lot more to say.