The Holy Spirit actually led my 95 year old mother and I down the "rabbit hole". On November 4th, 2020 we knew that there had been a serious event in our country. The 2020 election was stolen. Our first exposure to the horrible truths down that path started with "The Fall of the Cabal" by Janet Ossebaard. We were so shocked and horrified we watched it in three different segments. That documentary should be viewed by every citizen of Earth. That opened the door of our minds and we pursued more of the truth every day. We spent hours, days and years seeking more. The Holy Spirit revealed what we needed to know. The stolen election of 2020 was a life changing event for my Mama and I. She passed away last August at 100 years 17 days old with the knowledge of what had occurred. So much of my life has been changed - but now I know the TRUTH. The TRUTH has set me free.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVVbSXz7jaU&list=RDZVVbSXz7jaU&start_radio=1

And when they seek to know Christ, then they will find the truth.
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