I am exhausted, my nervous system is wrecked, and the end is close but not quite there. This is like getting out of the mountains in deep snow with fading light and bad weather coming in while your legs are wobbly. It's the stuff that Special Forces train for - pushing through the pain, over and over and over, as you need to be a survivor. https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/oops-i-did-it-again-judicial-review