Please dear God give me the strength to keep going...
To do the work I need to do to get out of this abusive situation...
To truly connect with the right people who will help me secure
affordable, safe, stable housing for me and my child.
Bring me financial abundance and blessings
and give me Strength when I am having moments where I am lost in fear and terror at breaking free from him.
Let my love for my child and myself rise above that fear
and be more powerful than my fears of being alone
and standing up to him IN FULL consistently.
I hate how terrified I really am of leaving him -
he scares the crap out of me when I am truly honest with myself.
Narcissist abuse is insidious.