I still wonder why I was even born. My father doesn't care and my mother treats me like shit. My friends don't care about me and don't want to be around me. You all know about my dating life so I won't get into all that.

But I just wonder why I'm here? Is it so I get to watch everyone else live a good life and have their dreams come true? Is it to be a punching bag for everyone? Or is it to show everyone what not to become?

Like, I don't deserve this!