I have been generous with my tolerance and will be generous with my forgiveness BUT I do want everyone to apologize and acknowledge the fight I waged on their behalf while they treated me like shit

Yes, I hear you. Just a small wow, I didn't know would be nice...we were vilified by family friends and strangers during the covid hoax, then called misogynist, racist and worse because we supported Trump...I know that forgiveness is good for the soul and I need to forgive - but it's going to be difficult...at the very least I would never treat anyone like I was treated

soooo very difficult but will be easier with their acknowledment and apology- that’s as far as I can go (as of now) still praying for strength on this as I work it out. Still lots of bitterness. I try to see that the ancient deceiver, accuser, dark forces of Satan had a grip on them and that we all are subject to the same deceptions in our hate and anger. I’m not entirely there, but saying these words as a goal in prayer. Still a work in progress.

PRAYING to see it from the angle that WE were chosen and called to endure and resist - a blessing and a gift beyond what was expected of us. We were guided to lead the resistance. Not that they failed (they acted according to the expectations of darkness), but rather that we rose.

A nuance to be sure, but trying to parse it out for my soul’s peace. I know feelings and conversations will resurface once we get to the public justice phase so still working it out. 🙏🏼