I'll never forget these lyrics, they hit me hard the first time I heard them...😢 now they come to mind when ever the subject comes up🙏.

Something to Believe In
Song by Poison

"22 years of mental tears cries a suicidal Vietnam vet
Who fought a losing war on a foreign shore
To find his country didn't want him back
Their bullets took his best friends in Saigon
Our lawyers took his wife, his kids, no regrets
In a time I don't remember
In a war he can't forget
He cried, "Forgive me for what I've done there
'Cause I never meant the things I did"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sitdtCKKnM8