Do you ever think about your life before all of this started? Living in ignorant bliss. Was ignorant bliss good or would you rather be the person you’ve grown to be? I gave birth to a son who came into the world knowing something wasn’t right. We fought tooth and nail. It took me decades to understand my own child. Why? I was and still am a good mom. Why did world views come between me and my beautiful child. I have 3 kids and I now wonder what that one child who REFUSES to feed the machine knew that I didn’t. He was right I was wrong. He’s free I’m a slave to a 9 to 5.