I’m prepared for anything even death. What I’ve learned the past 9 years is more than I learned in a life time. 2015 was my year of awakening and it was life changing. I’ve cried till I had no tears. I don’t even know if I feel anymore. I pray to God to give me my heart back and help me feel. This world is so cruel people are so cruel. I learned to shut it down and trust no one. Then when I think I’m okay with shutting it all out I witness something that is so beautiful like a baby or a puppy I cry. Adults can’t make me sad or cry only the innocent can. Because they don’t know what hell awaits them. Can we fix this mess for those beautiful babies and puppies. They count on us to fix it.