Where I’m at today 1 month After my fiancé suddenly runs away with my brother’s girlfriend of 13 years. My brother was not good to her…. But I never deserved any of this and neither did our children.
The pain of my broken heart is unbearable right now. I keep praying for God to take it away, and give it to him bc I can’t get through this alone. Some days are worse than others….
I thought I found my forever family. I thought I was never going to be a single parent again. Seeing the pain in our children’s eyes is enough to remind me how unreal this situation is…. I really truly and whole heartedly loved this man and never saw this coming. Not in a million years…. The sins of the flesh are apparently more important than the people who loved him and have been there through everything. Now he doesn’t have to worry about taking care of any kids or family. Please help me Lord Jesus.
You will get through this. GOD was doing you a favor. He knew the kind of man he was and knows you deserve better. Sometimes we don't always understand the painful parts of our life and years later we understand. Here's an example. After 9/11, I lost my very favorite job at a time I had a new baby and I was always the main breadwinner. I was scared but ended up finding jobs for the next couple of years in the Princeton area. Little did I know that GOD wanted me there. My sister in law died young of Ovarian cancer and guess what hospital she was in often? Princeton's hospital. Working there allowed me to visit her on my lunch hour while my brother worked. It allowed me to visit my dad at a rehab place before we brought him home to die. We don't always understand why things happen but always have faith that GOD is with you and maybe you will understand more why this has happened and that GOD has your back. We just have to have more faith in His love. Sending love Patriot.
