Robert,
Oh yes, I've read you are in the same situation as we are!
But I refuse to believe we're doomed.
You may believe me or not.
anyway, here is my story:
August 21, 1987-I did not believe God was real, but when I desperately needed help and wanted to die, I prayed to God. Then that night, I saw Jesus in a dream He healed my crushed spirit in the matter of a few seconds.
August 22, 1987-I woke up and my spirit was forever changed because of this healing.
Afterwards I tried to learn about God, made some wrong turns in my learning process, but now, without any doubt, I do know that God loves us all because He is our divine father in heaven.
So, although I don't know how it will come to pass. I believe we will all be okay.
PS This doesn't mean that we should be complacent and not be fighting against evil.