you are a beautiful child of God and im so sorry that happpened to you. that should never ever ever occur. God turns around evil for good. you are helping others. wow. i cant even imagine. a man tried to grab me when i was about 9 - he tried to lure me with candy into his car, he exposed himself. i biked away so quickly, and i didnt tell anyone at that time because i saw his private parts and it was wrong. i thought it was my fault. so i can imagine the feeling you had if my small encounter made me feel that way. You are very special to God. thank you for being bold . you are a warrior.