I experience a tiny bit of that infamy that "proper famous patriots" endure, and the absurdity of it. People who are exactly like you socially, struggling with perfectly comparable problems, and with equal gifts in the world, turn up starstruck. "Celebrity" is a form of insanity that identifies with the other's ego-mask public facade, and loses all sight of the actual private man or woman. To bring it to a crude base level, we all have to flush the toilet more than once at times, and give it a poke when it doesn't go down first go. Everything above that reality is conferred meaning and illusion.