WE ARE AT THE VERY END: I HAVE WITNESSED, PRAYED AND DISCUSSED BECOMING A CHRISTAIN AND ASKING FORGIVNESS OF SINS TO ALL OF MY KIDS

EACH AND EVERYONE'S REPLY IS

" I DO NOT BELIVE IN GOD, OR THAT I NEED TO BE SAVED FROM ANYTHING, WE CAN EACH MAKE OUR OWN DECISION IN THE WORLD AND THAT SATAN IS ANOTHER WAY TO THE "GOD" INSIDE OF EACH ONE OF US"

THIS IS SIMILAR RESPONSE BUT DIFFERENT WITH EACH OF MY ADULT CHILDREN

I LET THEM "FIND THEIR WAY" IN THE WORLD AND DID NOT PUSH RELIGION, THEY NEVER FOUND JESUS

I LET THEM DOWN MORE THAN I CAN SAY

I DID REMEMBER JESUS AND AND CAME BACK TO HIM

I HAVE FAILED MY FAMILY

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND FOR THEM!

PLEASE PRAY FOR THE CONVERSION OF MY KIDS AND THAT THEY WILL ACCEPT JESUS CHRIST BEFORE ITS TOO LATE

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY ADULT KIDS WILL, VICKI, BEN AND JOSH!

You did the right thing not forcing your own beliefs on your kids. Not many parents have the strength of character to do so. I applaud you for that.

There is nothing wrong with your kids' ability to be happy and fulfilled without spirituality or belief in higher powers of some sort. It's just as valid as needing these things for yourself.