Stages of awakening:
- Normie under the spell of the enemy's indoctrination
- Initial loss of sense of reality as you notice things are "off"
- Separation into your own world as you question and research
- Self-importance as you begin to see yourself rising above those around in terms of understanding
- Disillusion as you encounter the "egotistical awake" who look down on not only ordinary people, but other seekers of truth
- Despair as you find efforts to awaken others rebuffed, and isolation grows.
- Trough of despondency as the rabbit hole unfolds into unbounded depth and dimensions
- Turn-around as you find your "pole star" of divinity and the holy, sacred, eternal.
- Humility as you accept you know next to nothing about everything, and return to a childlike wonder state.
- Contentment as you re-focus on your own spiritual growth journey that isn't contingent on what you know, but who you are.
- Enlightenment as you see beyond duality, and the whole yin/yang is visible.
When I got sucked into the portal of Hunter laptop, the rabbit hole for me ended up being more like a wormhole thru past timelines, the present and possible futures. The mere fact of hidden truths jerking & pulling me farther & faster down… the decent so fast, part of what is ailing me, I really believe, is an intellectual case of the bends. Literally too much information without adequate time to properly organize it mentally. I completely understand the goal at this point is to simply not drown from the information water boarding we have been receiving & even though the flow has slowed, there is the backlog to deal with. Functioning at previous levels in the matrix has really suffered. Simply can not do the duality gig anymore. Anyone asks me a question about current events…
They get a full on firehouse stream of regurgitated disgusting truths. Most react these days with an unwilling acceptance that there is something to what I tell them.
