I haven't posted anything on AU for months. Anyone else feeling depressed and despondent? I'm interested in the point a person reaches when they lose hope and it no longer seems worth it to go on living. im at that point now and have the means to be out of here in about an hour.
What spiritual consequences are there for people who take their lives? That's really all that's holding me back.

Hey David, how are you today? Just thinking about you and checking in.

I just got a chance to respond because I've been in the hospital having surgeries on my right hand for the past few weeks. I had a freak accident and suffered major nerve damage. Im home now after racking up over $300,000 in medical bills. Medicare will cover most of it, but I can't work anymore and am unable to pay rent this month.
It's been frustrating doing everything with only my left hand and the doctor said it will never fully recover. So things continue to go downhill. It's like the gods are trying to convince me to go ahead and end my life.
I have a few last ditch plans to avoid being homeless, but it will take a miracle for either to suceed. I'd try Go Fund Me, but i don't have much presence on social media.

I'm sorry to hear this, David. You are definitely being tested, hard. I'll pray and pass this around. Consider using Givesendgo rather than gofundme as it is a much better organization. Gofundme has cancelled Patriots accounts in the past and held their funds.

https://www.givesendgo.com/

Thanks for the tip. I have no experience with any donation sites.
I hope it won't come to that.

I hope not, too, but we are here to help where we can.