I sometimes tell myself "Buck up! This is nothing compared to what those in the front lines of the military face." But on the other hand they do get a salary, structure, cameraderie, support, respect. I hope the work of anons in this war is understood in future. The psychological pressure and suffering for many has been severe and sustained. We turned up and fought regardless or whatever weakmesses or wobbles we came with.
This last part to get over the finishing line is painful. I feel it in my whole body; the years of stress being "out there" battling in public do take a toll in the end
You owe those of us who have found your wisdom NOTHING, as you have already given everything.Your courageous truth telling is seen by us all, Martin. Praying the angels surround you with protection and lift you up. You are clearly a kind and sensitive soul; remember to honor your boundaries. Keep exploring your art, healing your heart. There will come a time where we can all celebrate together. I am praying today will be a release of the pain you've endured for so long.
