NO. I am not enjoying the SHOW. Want to kill myself. Cannot take any more. All I can do is go through the motions but for what?
There’s no point, you’ll just have to start again in the next life with even more bullshit to over come…
We’ve ALL made it THIS far…SOMEHOW for this exact moment in time…I question it everyday, how I made it to this point??? How was was able to survive and yet still, after all that I came to an awakening point and was able to learn so much since hitting absolute rock bottom and turning everything around and able to have positive effect on others…
This is what its all about.
None of us are actually supposed to be here right now.
But here we are
