VK warned that anons would end up with PTSD, and it seemed a bit overblown at the time. We're still not through all this, and I can feel that I have real heath problems with long term stress and anxiety. I have chronic injuries from repeated exposure to traumatic situations (esp family, kids at risk, and betrayals of trust, psychopathic encounters). I am not fully functioning any more; I lose focus, I freeze up, I can't even look at stuff that is visually distressing and involves phsyical harm. My ears are ringing. I wake up with all kinds of stuff racing around my head. Being around normies exhausts me very quickly. Being around the awake keeps stirring up my worries. Being alone is painful but lets me regulate my activity to my energy. The hard bit is not being up to doing much in terms of writing and photography. I can do bursts when I am in my better state. The costs of dealing with 2019/2020/2021 are all coming due. Non-linear war gives you non-conventional war wounds.
Yes I know what you mean, & the more it drags on the deeper it cuts, the sheeple have left the building, but I've noticed I'm naturally gravitating 2 like minded people, & them 2 me. It's like there's a natural shift in the ether, & we are turning from the idiocy. But we are also sick of being labelled 'different', it's like being in that film where the children are 'different', village of the damned is it not sure. But years ago it use 2 upset me now I know it's 4 a reason & luckily I have a brother on the same trajetic path, he has a different interest than mine, mine is holistically, meditation, yoga, aromatherapy, but mother Earth has been crying a long time 2 be let free from the bondage placed upon it. I haven't seen my mum & dad 4 a long time, since she called my going back 2 college a waste of time, & banished their son, my brother for refusing 2 wear a mask in their home in summer. I feel sad that a separation has occured but it was 4 a reason, a test of personality
