I like clarity. No, I love clarity. Clarity is my thing.
All these riddles, puzzles, codes. For some reason they annoy me, and I deeply dislike them. Playing chess, poker, bridge, machiavellian social games, none of that is "my thing". Just makes me recoil at a spiritual level.
This war takes a huge array of people with complementary skills. I can take the work of the coders and decoders, and then put it into a framework so that other people have clarity over how it all ties together. But the coding and decoding of obscured narratives and motives isn't my thing at all. Yet the job I do is probably "dull and difficult" to those who like playing those games.
I also leave it to those whose talent it is to do the Mental Fencing with the enemy at large. My testing thru out all of this has not been the silent war waging across multiple dimensions, but the wrestling with family & friends…my mom & daughter foremost, which I never fully appreciated how much they are similar, till of late.
I sometimes look at how much of my life’s energy has been used in other peoples needless dramas.
One of my goals is to foster clarity in my life, God willing, going forward.
