I haven't posted anything on AU for months. Anyone else feeling depressed and despondent? I'm interested in the point a person reaches when they lose hope and it no longer seems worth it to go on living. im at that point now and have the means to be out of here in about an hour.
What spiritual consequences are there for people who take their lives? That's really all that's holding me back.

We love you. I love you. Talk to us. I know how you feel. Every day seems to drag by. I find peace outside barefoot in grass watering the garden. Watching movies. Focus on God. Use this time to talk to him and listen for his voice. You're not alone fren. Talk to me. 🙏🤗💗

If you really wouldn't mind ill take you up on that. One of the biggest problems I have is incredible loneliness. No family or friends, a girlfriend who's not compatible and after 10 years i can count on my hands how many times she's said she loved me. And my only meaningful relationship I have is with her dog, Lulu.
That's just the beginning of a long list, so i won't go further filling the page with my problems.
It's really beautiful of you to respond as you did. i honestly expected to be ignored. Thank you.