The damage the enemy has done to me is puny compared to the damage I have done to myself. It’s definitely no conventional war. We are being asked to maintain our physical and mental health throughout a genocide that is denied by its victims. It’s a lot to ask, especially when there are so many unhealthy distractions available to ease the pain on your soul of watching the horror unfold. The fight with your own shadow need equal standing with the fight against evil outside.