I can't be the only one who sees a date, and immediately begins to add up the digits for numerological significance, or adjust by +/- 13 days for Julian/Gregorian calendar, or see what an offset of "two days ahead of schedule" might bring.
I was crazed with it. Looking for signs scouring the news, Time stamps, dates forward, backward , drops, crumbs,calendar, moon phases, planetary alignment, different religious holidays, major historical Anniversaries, Bible passages. I Got to the point where I had a constant headache and realized I was Pushing my bottom teeth against my front teeth. Now my fine smile needs braces. I nicknamed it the Covid clench. I stopped living …
I backed away out of self-preservation. I’m trying to get my finances in order. I’ve given up on debt relief. I’m working on my health, diet, exercise, lifting weights. Don’t feel that great, lost muscle mass and strength. Always afraid of losing my job.
I’m Always aware but dumbing it down to lurking and praying for discernment. I’m tired, half sick, But it’s a great feeling when people I’ve red pilled come and tell ME things.
God bless you Martin you’ve been a spot of beauty for so many. Love you. 💕
