I have written before about living with an HIV diagnosis: https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/the-joy-of-death — and it's an ongoing frustration taking pills (and having to worry about running out of them) when I don't know if the condition even exists, whether they do me any good or harm, whether the disease (if it's real) could be easily cured, or whether I should just abandon treatment and try living as healthily as I can.

There are so many conflicting opinions, and I just don't have the expertise, energy, or motivation to pick through it all. Allegedly I am "undetectable" and therefore "untransmissable", but that could be as valid as your Covid jab's "benefits". I don't trust the pharma companies or doctors, but from a socio-sexual point of view I can at least claim to be adhering to the necessary regime to not be a threat to others.

For a long time I found this world rather burdensome, so didn't give a fig about looking after myself; longevity was actively unwanted.

Hi Martin, well what you can try is this: take a cure with HCQ ( and stop the other hiv medicins you take, cause this stuff is poison) and get some real E. Colli's for your guts. You can buy them at Bio Health store. Most medicins are destroying the intestinal bacteria in your guts. And you can not be healthy without the real good ones. There was this case with a sister on mine who got a experimental cure by a stupid dentist. She became sick for months and was feeling really cold and without energy. Until her husband gave her my advise to take the good E. Colli cure for her intesinal bacteria, to replace them with the good original ones. And what happenend? Within a few hours she was feeling warm again, her diarrhoea (and she had this for weeks allready) stopped, she got hungry again and recovered within days!
So please try this!