I have written before about living with an HIV diagnosis: https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/the-joy-of-death — and it's an ongoing frustration taking pills (and having to worry about running out of them) when I don't know if the condition even exists, whether they do me any good or harm, whether the disease (if it's real) could be easily cured, or whether I should just abandon treatment and try living as healthily as I can.
There are so many conflicting opinions, and I just don't have the expertise, energy, or motivation to pick through it all. Allegedly I am "undetectable" and therefore "untransmissable", but that could be as valid as your Covid jab's "benefits". I don't trust the pharma companies or doctors, but from a socio-sexual point of view I can at least claim to be adhering to the necessary regime to not be a threat to others.
For a long time I found this world rather burdensome, so didn't give a fig about looking after myself; longevity was actively unwanted.
The joy of death - by Martin Geddes
Coming to terms with weaponised mortality (in a very personal way)
https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/the-joy-of-death
I am of the non-expert opinion that if Anthony Fauci was involved, you are not actually sick at all.
The fact that Bono and Geldof were involved, another huuuuuuuuuge red flag.
Also the PCR was used to detect it.
Yeah, my spidey senses tell me that the whole AIDs thing was really the beginning of the plan to brainwash the sheep into believing in big bad viruses.