There was that jolt back in 2020 when you woke up and for the first time in your life you could recognise that we were truly at war. Now, three years later, it's our "normal", but it's wearying at a soul level. The paradox of this war is that it is so physically comfortable, yet psychologically disturbing, and spiritually draining.
Your description is beautifully and yet tragically worded.. it is so very tiring 😘 hugs to you. I am glad you are here as we go through whatever this is we are going through! Thanks for all you do!