For better or worse, these are names that will appear in future history books. It still feels surreal that I personally — yup, little old me — has had to stand in the front row in public under my own name as the full onslaught of the corrupt propaganda machine was directed at us all.

So far I have not been maimed, murdered, imprisoned, so I guess I have come out fairly unscathed. I know that forces unseen have my back, and I am eternally grateful for the protection given. It's still ugly to be targeted for character assasination.

I haven't been well this last week (minor stuff - stomach, sinuses) but added to the long term stress of war it's been disabling. Am struggling to get much done beyond feed myself and go for a walk once a day. Exhausted by it all.

It sounds Martin like you might need a parasite cleanse to help with some of your health issues and reset you.

There's heaps of stuff.

Ifd you want protocols put out a requst I bet we'd all give you lots of suggestions...

I have the sense "something is eating away at you..."

The sinus sounds like that may be excretions... and they would make it hard to shift emotional dysregulation.

I know if you set your mind upon it we'd have a marvellous thread going that so many would benfit from and we could keep going...

You are certainly not alone I resonate with you and I know its me who has to shift it.