I feel I have staked out the best possible seat in the auditorium at the very front of the Q movement, but as a result have to endure "the longest wakeup show in history with no bathroom breaks". It's torment having to sit through the endless staged drama to get the normies to pay attention to anything but themselves. But the seat is a really, really good one. Best view of the stage. Can almost feel the masks on the actors right in front of me. And I am BURSTING at this point for RELIEF.
I feel the same way. Some days it's torture to even look at or read anything on any social media. I have to put the phone down for awhile and take myself to spend time praying and seeking God's face to gain strength. He's the One I know I can trust with everything, because He knows me inside and out. I pray for everyone here too. We're gonna make it and be better off, more than we can even imagine. I know it to the core of my being.