It would be nice to “restock” my inventory of understanding by spending time reading books and watching videos. I find it close to physically impossible right now. I am so burnt out from years of information processing overload and general war stress that such sustained focus for study is beyond me.
I find that I freeze up when I try to engage with ordinary tasks like sorting protest photos, like a horse that refuses to jump a high fence. Just want to stare out of the window and watch the clouds go by. Doing anything resembling a structured “job” is unthinkable. The wait for justice is weighty indeed.
The “fix” seems to be staying away from every negative influence and source of low vibes. No toxic people, no hard-edged cities, no dark media. Withdraw from the insanity, and stay in proximity to others who continue to work on themselves and seek solace in beauty.
Do not feel guilty for taking time away to recharge your positivity battery, we all have to do it, you where born for a reason, so was I, we all here bring a puzzle piece for the bigger jigsaw going off in the universe DDK, you have played & been a very vocal patriot, & will draw negativity with your work, it's not selfish to want & need to recharge dear Patriot, we all have to, to keep in this battle, don't feel guilty for doing your thang to feel better and recharge, then get back to the battle with a fresh feeling of renewal and vigour for the fight, because that's what the bad guys did, laid out their plan and snail paced it out so we didn't notice the small changes for all the areas within our systems, our industries, education, & health. You deserve a rest then get back to the fight, refreshed DDK!!!
