It would be nice to “restock” my inventory of understanding by spending time reading books and watching videos. I find it close to physically impossible right now. I am so burnt out from years of information processing overload and general war stress that such sustained focus for study is beyond me.
I find that I freeze up when I try to engage with ordinary tasks like sorting protest photos, like a horse that refuses to jump a high fence. Just want to stare out of the window and watch the clouds go by. Doing anything resembling a structured “job” is unthinkable. The wait for justice is weighty indeed.
The “fix” seems to be staying away from every negative influence and source of low vibes. No toxic people, no hard-edged cities, no dark media. Withdraw from the insanity, and stay in proximity to others who continue to work on themselves and seek solace in beauty.
Older & wiser. Have the scars to prove it.
Without doubt!
Anons have become expert at maintaining the highest level of a functional nonfunctionality during what the masses assume is a normal reality. Being aware of the literal mental, spiritual & physical mine fields the enemy has place all around us…watching our communities mindlessly skipping and dancing their way thru these new ‘killing fields’ without losing our sanity by powerlessly witnessing it…
God is the glue holding me together.
Lovely 😍
