Things I most want from this war for my personal benefit:
- My own daughters to abandon unholy people and paths, as nothing is more important than nurturing future generations with reverence for truth and righteousness. This alone is victory.
- Stability in the basics of life (shelter, food, utilities, transport) so I can heal my own wounds and work when I have the spare energy for others; I am unwell from stress and trauma.
- A renewed purpose in helping others which goes beyond the initial burst of 2018-2020. I can speak to the hearts of the recovering libs because I have my own problems that prevent me being condescending or acting superior.
Martin, please do your best to take care of you. If I've learned anything in the past two years? Concentrate on yourself and your beloveds. You simply cannot pour from an empty well. You're irreplaceable dear man.
