Things I most want from this war for my personal benefit:
- My own daughters to abandon unholy people and paths, as nothing is more important than nurturing future generations with reverence for truth and righteousness. This alone is victory.
- Stability in the basics of life (shelter, food, utilities, transport) so I can heal my own wounds and work when I have the spare energy for others; I am unwell from stress and trauma.
- A renewed purpose in helping others which goes beyond the initial burst of 2018-2020. I can speak to the hearts of the recovering libs because I have my own problems that prevent me being condescending or acting superior.
I'm sorry to hear you are unwell from stress and trauma. I've watched your videos and seen you interviewed ... you have an intensity about you. Intensity can create trauma, stress and sickness on the body and mind. Focussed deep breathing helps to clear the mind and relax the body. Focus on being in the now can slow everything down enough so that the mind has time to discard the unnecessary reactive response and allow for (continual) calmness. In other words ..... you need some chill time!
