The day this movie ends is both the best and worst ever for me. The actors take off their masks, justice arrives, the directors and producers step out of the shadows. Wonderful. A better world.
Yet from a personal perspective all my own hard work in my own name means I likely end up an object of public attention down the road. While I am candid about my life, I am also a private person. I have already been recognised while out and about in public. So many people want a nice little chat via email, IM, voice with lovely Martin, but don't see that others are wanting my attention too.
It's exhausting being a public figure, even a very minor one, and I dread what might be ahead. I hope "white hats" have a plan to keep folk like me from being pestered endlessly for the story of what really went down over the last five years, and unwanted attention from media and academia! My hope is that there are much bigger fish to distract everyone, and that the personal prize is peace, too.
Sounds to me like you could benefit from some peace, restoration and balance. I think there will be much bigger "fish to fry" and mind blowing topics for those who are still asleep and those who have been aware for a long time. There is nothing that will remain untouched.
After the shock and awe I believe healing will mean people will become more balanced. Very needy people will become much less so, introverts will have more energy to deal with others... However it turns out, you are sovereign, you don't owe anyone anything you don't want (or cannot) give. Peace to you Martin. 💚
