Your family might think you are crazy for declining poisoned swabs and injections, and defending yourself from a genocide by prepping. There is a real pain to holding this conflict between perception and reality, and the social harm it causes. However, holding that pain is a high form of love: we care about ourselves, them, and humanity so much that we will endure enormous psychological hardship. This war really is one of love overcoming fear.
Remember who you are. We Win!! Happily married, mother of 4, nana of 2
One of my children was a drug addict. She didn’t like me much when I dragged her to rehab and left her there. She’s older now and drug free. It was for her own good, even though it felt like a death to me then. This is how I feel about our sleepers. One day, they will understand.
I too have watched my child be a junkie, look like a junkie, and I told her so everytime I saw her. She was fooling no one. She lost everything but got herself back. I am forever grateful
God heard me.
