Your family might think you are crazy for declining poisoned swabs and injections, and defending yourself from a genocide by prepping. There is a real pain to holding this conflict between perception and reality, and the social harm it causes. However, holding that pain is a high form of love: we care about ourselves, them, and humanity so much that we will endure enormous psychological hardship. This war really is one of love overcoming fear.
I don't know about you but it went against everything i am made of. I didn't even consider it. And...I wasn't privy to most of what I know now about the bio weaponry. I just instantly rejected everything about it. Must be my lineage 😉 Our Father chose us. I firmly believe.