Mama, Wife & Truther who wants to go Home to Real Space. Love my family & freedom. I am old(er) and have no patience for deception. MPL=10.
Anyone know of a REAL DOCTOR
who treats complex Lyme and similar infections?
PTSD would be good too as that is also in the mix of his issues.
Spouse has it all going on at a new level now
and I am at my wits end in all of this.
He's giving up and as what often occurs - it is ME reaching out to find him the support HE SHOULD BE DOING HIMSELF
but is otherwise not capable or able to.
U G H!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!
thanks everyone. i'm giving up - i have to. he's tried chlorine dioxide (made him violently ill).....tried the stephen bruhner protocol w/one of the myriad of docs/specialists he's seen over the last decade. antibiotics. herbal remedies. chinese medicine. it's in his brain - it's everywhere - unless a miracle cure comes out (that doesn't respond like chemotherapy on the body/immune system) - he ain't going to recover. bioweapons are designed to kill - slowly. for now - it's a nightmare to live with as it changes the person - esp. when it's in the brain. hell on myself and child too. but it is as it is - i'm used to being in hell and going it alone. and we're supposed to be loving towards those waking up. fuch that. i need to be given the love and respite for the trauma and hell i've lived - i want to LIVE again and be the kind of mama i know i am and can be.
