Just switched shifts with mom at the hospital and have a rare few hours in the morning to take a break and regroup before I head back to be with dad tonight. Decided to try a little cafe I keep driving past on the way to the hospital. Got a table outside in the sunshine, having a little coffee, fruit a spinach and egg breakfast bowl. Mostly just trying to breathe in some fresh air and decompress. There are 2 women about my age at the table next to me who have spent the last 30 minutes talking about nothing else than what's happening with all The Housewives of blah blah blah shows. 🤦🏼‍♀️😞 Seriously, it's like nails on a chalkboard sometimes, just existing in parallel with the matrix world.

Sometimes it feels like I am the only one awake in the real world, being out and about is like some bizarre field trip into the sleeping realm, like I am there but almost just as an observer or witness to the sleepwalking masses. Like I am in this world but not a part of this world anymore.

U are an absolute warrior and a Blessing! 👀💥💯
Awe inspiring. I'm so glad to see ur posts! I'm reminded how much more I can do. I hope that makes sense the way I intend it. U stay up sweet lady! Ur like my friend Jeff...God has gifted u and those like u and him to be The Blessing in people's lives! U are all Love! 👊🤝🤍🏁🤍
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You are so sweet, appreciate the kind words frens! 💗🙏🏼😊

I hope ur mom and dad are improving LJ!👀💥💯
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Mom is fragile and so upset about everything happening and dad is slipping away more every day. 😢 Don't know if he will pull thru, was a rough week.

We know that we will all be met by Jesus when our time comes...its why we have no fear...only sadness for our Loved ones. If we can remember that in the moment...and the moments leading up to that moment...we can be readily prepared for the incredible journey...which is really just a step in the right direction. I wont pretend it will be easy for me or u...but I pray for ur peace and calm...and for their comfort. In this moment Jesus is with u...and in this moment He is with them. At all times Jesus is with us all! U are a warrior and soldier of God...this is why u are here, there, and anywhere God needs u to be. God is working thru u my dear...and His job is not easy for us to do...it is necessary. I Love U with with all my heart and my heart is replenished immediately...my prayers, as always, are for u and ur beloved mom & dad. God Bless You sweet Lady!
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Really needed to hear that, thank you so much for your kindness, love and prayers fren. ❤️🙏🏼 I will always keep going and am never afraid of what is to come because my eyes remain solidly fixed on God.😊

Yes...I know u are full of Faith! 👀💥💯😇
It hurts to see u struggle...I do too. I don't often share that part. But it shows in hostile words and harsh judgements of animals who really don't know better and are just wrongfully led astray. It's neither my place to judge nor does it help my cause...I get lessons on forgiveness all the time. Perhaps I'm the one who needs prayers.🫣🫤, u are very graceful...and THATS what I mean when I say: I'm reminded how much more I can do.
I've a ways to go...and im reminded just by watching graceful doves like u. THATS also why I say ur like my friend Jeff...ur so graceful in ur efforts it seems easy to one like me...till I see how far I've got to go. Thank u Liberty Jennja! I grow because u are "in my life". If I may say that. I feel u sister patriot...alas, I'm like the lil brother who has so much left to learn. But im right there with u heart and soul my dear! You rock like mad!!!
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Thank you so much, I really felt that. I have never shared this here, but I had a baby brother. He died right after he was born, or at least that is what the Drs told my parents when he was whisked away after birth for underdeveloped lungs. It was so painful my grandparents handled the funeral arrangements and they never even saw him. Anyway, have always wondered if there was something more to his birth/death and if he has been in this world somehow the whole time or if his soul is here somewhere. IDK, have wondered about it for decades, one of those nagging thoughts.. I never got to know him, I hope I see him someday.. I imagine he has a kind heart and soul like you. Thank you again my brother in Christ, blessings to you. I know that when my parents pass and God calls them home they will love to finally hold their beloved son as well, the son they never got to raise ❤️🙏🏼