All I want to do at the moment is find time to read, research, and restock ideas — plus heal myself from the stresses of the last few years. Writing essays, doing admin, or marketing my work have low appeal. After just an hour or two of focus work I am really tired. Yet somehow we have to soldier on each day, as the demands of the world insist on participation in all these more dreary tasks.
The unknown, lack of control adds tonnage to the problems. It shouldn't be this difficult. Being awake and seeing things for exactly what they are is maddening at times compounded by the lack of awareness from those around us. Please keep the faith. You are a bright light for so many of us! TRUTH
