Please don't give up Jessica Marie! I can't imagine the pain you are going through. I also can't imagine the pain your loved ones will go through if they lose you too. My heart breaks for you and Mary Beth. There aren't words that I could say to make it better. Please know if you need someone to talk to I am available. I will give you my number. I hope you already have many people with whom you can lean on. Don't be afraid to ask for help. You are needed and loved🙏💗