#FamilyIsEverything. APL = 9.747/10 *Authorized conspiracy theorist *Not an authorized preacher.
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We entered a good shift in mindset by not thinking or assuming Katy did not care because she didn't respond to me 3 weeks ago. I offered to work, babysit, and pay her for space. She is a REAL fren and I also said I am sick explaining detail. I want to LIVE future forward and she said girl get up here. Taking me moments to grasp motivation, but we are getting North and safe. Lots of nature to look at, lake superior, where I originally found peace. We are both mothers who love our children and a sistar is what I need. Alex asked if he needed to lay down the law with her and Insaid not necessary. Trust will be re-established and we all are gonna heal past this John thing. My frens need Raea light too they miss me. Just needed to stop with the ego and give it another try. I asked Elon openly for a way on Twitter and minutes later she responded. Power of 9's love evident. Open discussion and collective teamwork makes the world at peace.
In these last 3 weeks I think God wanted me alone to k ow what I want. Home is what I want but it is not found with frens, but he is gonna allow space to laugh again and Not be so attached to my phone. I won't fuck up this opportunity, many thanks to the team for putting me on the right path again and moving me away from salty Jenks in the cities. Hippie, sober life is always the correct path for me and many city people twacked out on bs and drama. Also, home is where the heart is...and my soul family who raised me to become spectacular, they are important too...Many laughs to be had over dirty minded jokes. I can't wait to breathe again! I do think cloud talk is for the anons though, whom I trust most. Not asking these ppl to pick sides between John and I, just want my frens back. A frenship that is true will never die. No space or distance can separate a bond that is true. Trusting ET is the best policy for me. Dads got this!
My frens here could offer me pot, and I'd still say no. Why because I don't like to be lazy and I don't like to be not in my own body. Pot gives me anxiety and someone laced it before in the past, so I choose to stay away for me and ET knows I am aligned. They can do whatever the fluff they want and I still love them. As long as I am not in harms way...I am going to be confident in my assessment to seek soul family and a drink or two won't get me off path. I only drink beer anyways. Would it be fun to release, maybe, but too much drink makes me ill..May as well stay in my element.
Societal influence holds no value over my head. I know myself, I trust myself, I appreciate the trust E has in me and I am not going to lose sight of the final ending. I know where home is and the art career ahead..I know E knows I like to be alone because I am a lone wolf, but right now just because I open the door to a fren, doesn't mean I will beg E to keep me there. A has work to do to get a place for us and he will feel less stressed if I am with my true frens on Earth. We are at a crossroads & the unfamiliar is becoming a shitshow...I prefer 2 stay well aware of whom I choose to surround myself with and a responsible, motherly sistar is NOT going to delay this, she is a free spirit like me, taught me a lot...loves music and it is a perfect opportunity to go forward in light to the musical peace and laugh again not scared of tomorrow. She knows the blue ocean well, we have had many chats..but right now the only thing truly is AE to know. Elon is a good person to chat about normal.
