In these last 3 weeks I think God wanted me alone to k ow what I want. Home is what I want but it is not found with frens, but he is gonna allow space to laugh again and Not be so attached to my phone. I won't fuck up this opportunity, many thanks to the team for putting me on the right path again and moving me away from salty Jenks in the cities. Hippie, sober life is always the correct path for me and many city people twacked out on bs and drama. Also, home is where the heart is...and my soul family who raised me to become spectacular, they are important too...Many laughs to be had over dirty minded jokes. I can't wait to breathe again! I do think cloud talk is for the anons though, whom I trust most. Not asking these ppl to pick sides between John and I, just want my frens back. A frenship that is true will never die. No space or distance can separate a bond that is true. Trusting ET is the best policy for me. Dads got this!

My frens here could offer me pot, and I'd still say no. Why because I don't like to be lazy and I don't like to be not in my own body. Pot gives me anxiety and someone laced it before in the past, so I choose to stay away for me and ET knows I am aligned. They can do whatever the fluff they want and I still love them. As long as I am not in harms way...I am going to be confident in my assessment to seek soul family and a drink or two won't get me off path. I only drink beer anyways. Would it be fun to release, maybe, but too much drink makes me ill..May as well stay in my element.