It is interesting to me how little we discuss the fact that we are being psychologically tortured (both the asleep and the awake). The MKUltra "up is down, black is white" fake narrative is designed to demoralise, humiliate, and break you via submission. Those who submit then want others to fail, legitimising their weakness, cowardice, and foolishness. Your closest social and familial bonds get weaponised against you.

This forces you to protect yourself, and withdraw into a circle of those who are truly loving and caring, with self-care at its centre. The urge can be to become a recluse, neglect yourself in the hope of a uncontroversial demise, or engage in suicidally dangerous activities to get off the planet quickly. I suspect that acknowledging that we are being tortured and witnessing it for each other is figural to managing the pain and healing the trauma.

It is the betrayal by those who put children in the way of harm (for selfish goals) that hurts most.

The only thing that we can say that comes out of all this, is, we learn from our mistakes.

We are wiser, quicker to identify those that would damage us (intentionally or not), and learn to say 'No', faster - and mean it.

We learn to walk away and NOT let these folk continue to hurt us, because we learn to reserve until the other shows their true self.

In my own experience (which at the end of the day, is all I can offer), the love we desire will present itself, oddly enough, when we stop looking for it.

It happens when we least expect it, because we are not wholly focused on filling our need. We become brave in heart and mind, and THIS is a great attractor, we also develop a very fine filter.

Being alone is not bad. Society trains us to think it is, that we are less, that we have failed. This is just another lie, because society does not value the brave, because the brave are not controllable through fear.

In solitude, we find our real selves, and the power to say, 'N