Biggest mistake I made in this war… thinking that I could defer addressing my own sh*t until the stress of the public awakening was done. The spiritual battle starts inside of you; trying to serve two masters eventually rips you up. Am a bit of “walking wounded” at the moment, lots of overdue personal change to face. Have to cut ties to all people and things that bind me to the dysfunctional worldly ways. I was waiting for the outer world to do the work for me, and it failed miserably. Now it is harder because the upheaval is near. Never too late to repent and seek a new start.
You're not alone, Martin. Shit went down big time at my house in 2021. It was not pretty.
Now I realize that so much good has come out of that time of suffering. I am glad it happened. 🙏
Sending love, brother. ❤️
Yeah, Spring 2021 was rough. The big Red Pills had to be taken then. Reached out for God and the Holy Spirit found me.
It did start internally - can't do good without a clean house. So stopped doing lots of stuff at that time. Once the actual reality set in, most of that felt pointless.
